Everyone should read this

Depression isn’t ‘trendy’

Depression isn’t your bf/gf cradling you telling you it will be fine

Depression is people demeaning your self harm when you have a ‘perfectly good life’

Depression can come at any time, and to any level

Not every depressed person self harms or stays in bed every day

Not every depressed person continues with their life

Anxiety isn’t ‘trendy’

Anxiety isn’t all panic attacks

Anxiety isn’t always about all the common fears

Anxiety isn’t always severe

Depression isn’t always severe

Self-harm isn’t always severe

Everyone who is depressed and anxious needs support

People shouldn’t demean their mental health just because there are no cuts or scars

People shouldn’t demean their mental health because there are cuts and scars

But remember

Life may not be for everyone

Just don’t make that desicion when you’re not in the right mindset

Everyone deserves support

Everyone deserves to be narcissistic

Everyone deserves someone to talk unexpectedly nice about them

Nobody deserves to feel they don’t have ‘proper’ depression/anxiety etc

All depression and anxiety is still depression and anxiety

Everyone deserves to be validated

Everyone deserves unexpected inclusion

Everyone deserves better

Everyone deserves help

Nobody deserves to be ignored by the persn they opened up their life to

Because that takes courage

If someone needs help

Dont make them talk about it

That is one of the hardest things to do

Encourage, don’t enforce

Whoever’s reading this

Stay alive

If not for anyone, for me 🙂

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LET’S EMBARRASS ME

Ok, so I’m staying home from school because I died while trying to get up early, and my mom was like ‘stay in bed i will call school’

tbh i didn’t want to stay home for these reasons:

  • Tutor reviews (I kinda wanted to do it no lie)
  • We’re doing Cooper’s Run in PE (i.e. where you run around the sports hall for 12 mins while listening to music) and I like cooper’s run despite my terribleness at it
  • We’re having my favourite at lunch at school which we literally have once a year so I kinda wanted that but hopefully there will be leftovers tomorrow
  • I’m missing a music test (I like tests so yeaa)
  • I cannot meme in english (basically me and a girl in my class sat at the back and drew memes for half an hour and trying not to die) and we have double english today
  • I can’t do any of my homework assigned today because all my books are in my locker :/

I’m just thanking god my house music audition isn’t today (we’re having them today and tomorrow) because there are 12 categories and I’m in category 11 so that means i can do it tomorrow 😀

Anyway, I thought it would be fun to go through my wordpress pics and find some old ones (i’ve beemn doing this since 2014 so chances are there will be some embarrassing ones)

 

LMAO RIP ME (i took this with my back camera and i think i was sick or something because my hair isnt brushed and im in my pjs in the middle of the day sooo)

Taken with Lumia Selfie
Taken with Lumia Selfie

Photobooth pride lmfao

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THIS IS fam time lmao our hotel room was being cleaned so enjoy this cringe af pic of my and my dad 🙂

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CRINGE OOF and pls ask why tf i am lying on DIRTY NATURE FLOOR with nice clothes on please help me and my mental issues
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This is actually a recent picture of me and my ugly mug (peep my stuffed bunny in the corner lol)

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EW OMG FREAKSHOW LMAO

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TBT to when i was a ghost lmfaooo

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poser skillz

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I hate smiling for pictures

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tb to when i convinced myself i had art skills

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yes i did not know adding text to headers were things so i DREW out the text omfg

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Anyways that is me embarrassing myself.

Chaio!

~bloggerofthebloggish 🙂

MY DEATH

Ok so i have like 10 mins so let me talk about tutor reviews, or as I call them, DEATH

Basically, you have a 5-10 min chat with your form tutor about progress and *cheesy smile* WELLBEING

My wellbeing is, well, if you look at my arm, you will see it all

I CUT OK

And she knows that, so cue my 5 mins of HELL as she tries to prod at me

Don’t get me wrong, i talk to people about this stuff (normally oops) but NOT HER

I DONT WANT TO TELL HER THAT I CUT LIKE 20 TIMES OVER HOMEWORK

what who said that

Im petty af but anywayy

ugh i am literally going to die tomorrow

Not to mention 2027291038 rehearsals on wednesday, and PE, and cooking, and house music

And house dance on friday, which i DESPIse

And i literally made a death trap for myself

How is your wellbeing?

Needing improvement

WTF I PUT MYSELF IN A DEATH TRAP ASDFGHJKL

Pls kill me so i dont have to do this

Im just praying i can keep my blazer on so she wont see my arm and wont ask

But idk what to do if she does

Because i cannot lie, like I literally cannot

I am a terrible liar, and over something like this its just a formula for my early death

Also LOGAN PAUL IS BACK OK YOUTUBE 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

YAYAYAYAYAYAYYYY

if u dont like him thats ur business, just dont slam me about it

I have enough on my arm mind

Chaio!

~bloggerofthebloggish :/