Caboodle of nonsense

Ok so i kinda have a lot to say, so let me just do bullet points bc that will be easy

  • I’m listening to Helena by mcr and its SO FRIKIN SAD i want to cry because the last words they sang on their last tour was ‘so long and goodnight’ FROM HELENA and its a sad tone and i just want to cry tbh
  • Im a teenager now woop and i spent my first week of teenhood crying and pleading to candy crush (im so mentally stable i know right hahahhahaha)
  • IM GETTING COUNSELLING!! My appt is the 24th so i can cuss at yet another person who doesn’t care about how i feel and is only in it for the money
  • We have to write and learn monologues in drama. And perform them IN FRONT OF THE CLASS and i literally want to cry bc i will just shake throughout the whole thing yay so im just going to improv bc i cant be bothered to learn a 3 min monologue off by heart unless its something interesting. If i throw a couple of big words in maybe it will turn out well
  • PRAY FOR THE WICKED IS COMING OUT IN JUNE ASDFGHJKL I CANNOT AAHHHH if u dont know what that is then please leave byeye
  • Ok so i have a story about my grandma (who i have a VERY STRONG unjustified hate for) so basically my mom, her and me went to a cafe for lunch and my mental health ditched me that day (not to mention i was on my period so ye) and i was just a mess. I was getting really nad at like everything and my mom yelled at me and ye. When we got there, i was rly quiet and was pretty much about to cry. My mom kept asking what was wrong (like u dont know already) and i showed her a sad thing i was looking at. She disregardedly tossed my phone back at me in a huff. I started to listen to patd or mcr or top (i forgot which it was probs mcr) and she took me into a random exit thing in the cafe (like an unused room) and i proceeded to have an anxiety attack to which i got a ‘calm down’ BUT NO THATS NOT F*CKING EASY but whenever i compare anxiety to like ANYTHING my opinion is disregarded bc they arent the same things. Reason 1022918 my mental health is a mess. THEN MY GRANDMA KEPT ASKING WHAT HAPPENED OMFG I WANT TO SLAP HER AAAAHHGGH LIKE ITS NOT YOUR F*CKING BUISINESS GO AWAY (i actually screamed that in her face when i had a different anxiety attack and damn it felt good)

Anyways gtg its like midnight and i cant sleep and schl is like in 2 dayss

Chaio!

~bloggerofthebloggish 🙂

Advertisements

READ THIS IF YOU ARE A MUSLIM

Its 3 days until my bday

Woo

Also

UM EXCUSE ME WHAT

Literally

I cannot even put into words

How

Impeccably

PETTY

all of this sh*t is

Like

Its SKIN people

N O B O D Y C A R E S

I dont walk down the street and take peoples skin colour into account

Because I D O N T C A R E

like i dont even blink if someone of a different race is talking to me

All i care about is sustaining a convo well

But BRUH

THIS IS PETTY

DONT BOMB A MOSQUE BECAUSE OF F*CKING SKIN COLOUR

OR RACE

OR RELIGION

NO

Its like saying ‘i dont like green so im going to burn all the plants and green vegetables i see’

Like

Please

Find a hobby

Because doing this is a sad way to live

Theres a ceramic studio in york

Go there

Paint a bowl

So muslims can have peace of mind from jerks like you

Or

Just go find a ditch

And sit in it

And contemplate your choices

Notice im not saying kys

Because even though i know this is wrong

People dont deserve to die

For participating in this day

The way i see it

U need karma

If you do something bad (e.g. blow up a mosque), then you should have your house blown up

To see what its like

Not only would it show you what consequences are

It also gives you moral guidelines (hopefully)

So if someone does something bad, but doesnt kill anyone, they dont deserve to die

Because thats not fair

They deserve punishment, yes, but not death

For example

Lets say someone commits a domestic violence attack

Value of attack – 50 (im using this as an example)

Value of equal punishment – 50

But

Value of punishment and death – 75

That doesnt add up

So

Unless its a homocide

  • People dont deserve to die

Thank you for reading

My long rant about this

And hopefully

You can see my justification

And support my points

Chaio! (IM TURNING 13 ON WEDNESDAY WOO)

~bloggerofthebloggish 🙂